Sad. I know, but unfurtunately true. And that is actually one thing I hate about myself. It's not healthy in any way. But it has become a habbit to always talk negative. In a way I like getting compliments but then again I always, and i mean always, don't believe them.
I listen to what people have to say of negative things about me, and then I look at myself and it just hurts my feelings and breaks me into tears.